Judge Fucking Judy

Fuck I hate been judges by everyone what I do is kinda um my choice yeah I will change for some people. But I hate it I can't be good enough for anyone.

Like seriously, I love some one to much and get it thrown back in my face. For fuck sake my own dad doesn't give a fuck about me.........

Like I haven't really talk to anyone about it. But my real dad won't talk to me anymore. Like my whole life I have been rejected by my father, and when he tried it was to make my brother jelous I can never win.
So when I was born my dad kicked me and my mum out and we had to live with my nan and then my dad was always back and forth then my brother was born and he was around for a bit then he left to melbourne and all of a sudden he wants us again. He is a dick head like I hear some friends complain coz their father won't let them out or stupid little things but at least they have a father their for them.
Like I dunno I love my step dad like today he came and tryed to fight me LOL it was fun. But he isn't my dad and I just miss my dad.

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Just anthor blog.

Yeah alright mate.

So yeah i'm sitting on a bus on my way to school.
So Sarah had a interesting convo starter last night LOL kinda cheered me up, like with my rough break up and all LOL.
But yeah it wasn't as bad as Laura who calls me up breathing deeply and is like Ethan...... What..... I'm horny stick your dick in me......... So I'm with my girl friend right now wanna talk to her?.......... No...... LOL.
So yeah like hmmmmn........ It was good talking to Sarah LOL even though she was "doing her essay" I should txt her soon see what she is up to. I really miss her like I see her but yeah it's not the same. Like ZOMFG hi LOL.

But yeah she is awesome LOL almost wrote amazing.

So on Saturday was my dads 30th and yeah so many people. My uncle the whole time was trying to get me in with this girl I have known my whole life. She is acctually the only girl I have known by whole life it pretty kool coz we were in my bed ;] remanising on old times LOL. But nah nuffin happan I told Sarah and Paiche I would controll by sexuality I'm doing it for Sarah more then Paiche LOL she is kool though.
Any way while were on the subject of Sarah's friends I was talking to Elle last night and she was like you seem down and I was just like i'm alright then she is like if you ever need to talk "i'm your girl" LOL then I get have a good night xx. She wants me LOL hahaha.

Now let me cater to you....... Love that song. And I love the way you are forfilling your every desire your wish my comand.

So I'm gunna have a new years party probley only about 15 people but yeah chris is gunna bye mr grog for the party yeah. So yeah

It's heard to write my blog now meh

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Bored

Well I'm out the front of Sarahs house waiting for her to wake up=[.

I'm so bloody bored I have been killing ants with my iPod that's how bored I am. So yeah well I just herd her brother screaming out to his mum and yeah I hope she wakes up soon coz I still haven't slept since yesterday. I'll like die soon LOL.
But yeah have to work today on like no sleep ZOMG I finish at 8=[ but redbull will keep me up.

LOL sarahs mum came home from a walk and seen me like a homeless man siting in her gutter LOL.

But yeah now I'm in side and her mum is like being so nice lol she keeps offering me food I think I'm gunna through up so, fucking sick.

Any way I went to work and was so sick.